Saturday, April 03, 2004
went runnin at bishan park with
chels becks n
maisie juz now....
super hot...
ended up runnin juz a lil bit....
haiz.....
yup. feelin rather comfy at home....
no one givin any pressure...
pressure workload will start tmr....
startin work tmr at as an temp office assistant in woodlands....
damn well-paid...
10 bux/hr....
i accepted the offer immediately....
went for interview at
TONY ROMAS yesterday with
maisie....
thanx to
daph for introducin us....
but its juz part time....
few hours more they will b all enjoyin themselves....
poor me... stayin home...
mummy dun allow me to b out tonight with
lala n co. at newsroom bar....
coz of my work tmr....
DAMN... that means i would b able to go if i m not workin tmr??
haiz....
feelin damn damn fucked up now.....
confused n all....
i know that my life will not b easy
if i choose the difficult way out....
i will b facin many many million obstacles....
but who cares???
even the whole world is against me doin it....
I WILL STILL GO ALL THE FUCKIN WAY OUT!!!
COZ I WNA B HAPPY!!
ITS MY LIFE!!
NOT ANYONE OF URS!!
i m very sure that i m determined enough
to take all that.....
all becoz of my desire to have it....
the desire to achieve it....
the mentality to fight all of them.....
hopefully i can get thru this fast enough.....
thanx to chels n becks....
i really found my direction....
intoxicated* ||| 3:32:00 PM
Thursday, April 01, 2004
yox dearie :)
i love u.
just wanna say
"u have me right here in whatever shit ure going through"
-hugs u-
intoxicated* ||| 10:35:00 AM
yox dearie :)
i love u.
just wanna say
"u have me right here in whatever shit ure going through"
-hugs u-
(from yunx...
thats y i love her to bits....)
few days since i left school...
have been really busy..
so heres a lil updates bout me....
29/3
i officially
withdrew from
CJC with
maisie....
took damn a lot of courage to do it...
also hurts me to see wat the class has becomes...
i wan
2T08 to b happy..
nothing else....
though i would not feel anything....
but juz imm broke out into tears when
xm started cryin....
didnt realise how much they all meant to me until today...
every single one of them...
miss em so dearly so much...
came to school specially for mass n pe ...
so went home st8 after my withdrawal 2 change...
met up with
maisie criz n
chris....
wanted to look for job....
this is the start of my new life.....
30/3
daddy was admitted to the hospital today.... AGAIN!
another routine history repeatin itself....
hahahahah...
funny...
met
mr rajoo on my way to visit my
dad...
he honked me while i was walkin!!
like wat the hell???
hahahahah...
went out in the after to look 4 job with
maisie....
1st day outta school...
felt like a free bird..
but miss
chels n
kaix the most....
was worried if
chels packed her table..
was worried if
kaix threw her temper again....
wondered how my 2T08 is doin...
wondered how
lala n
cel is doin...
job huntin is real tough.....
31/3
2nd day outta skl....
m i startin to regreT??
i dunno...
dunno where i m headin towards now..
life sux to the fuckin core man...
screwed 1/10 of the life up...
went arnd island wide 4 all sorta jobs...
(act not really... mai n i were damn fussy!!)
damn tirin!!! wore than doin outlines!! mass pe!!
fell asleep on the bus with
mai...hahaha...
yesh thats how tired we are!!!
we ended our interview journey with changi airport!!
went dere to chill n relax..
fond plus bad memories came floodin back...
suddenly felt like shit mans....
miss
chels n
kaix aGAIN....
went home with a foul temper n poor
sis n mum gotten it...
but they juz kept quiet...
so sweet rite??
i do feel bad :(
but feel much much better after talkin to
kaix on the phone....
sucha sweet ger....
she really brightens up my day!!!
didnt manage to visit daddy today...
miss him though.....
hiaz...
another borin day waitin ahead of me.....
1/4
3rd day outta skl....
i think i really sound like someone who juz got kicked outta skl!!!
hahahahaha....
daddy dearie is comin back!!!!
suppose to go 4 some interview 4 waitressin....
but i m goin to fetch my
daddy hm in an hour time!!!
yipee!!!!
act kinda sad...
suppose to b on cruise now....
but so many things happen to me.. n my
daddy like that....
i decided to forego it...
but
u said that
u will wait for me rite???
sorry dear....
really didnt have the mood....
hope
u r feelin better too...
cheer up!! =)
the daily routine start AGAIN!!! LATER!!
intoxicated* ||| 10:35:00 AM
