Tuesday, February 10, 2004
shuangzzzzzz!!!
everyones havin lesson now n i m at home slackin!!
hahaha....
juz dun feel like goin to the hell place....
anyway.. wont b in school for the next few days...
cts is in less than a months time...
whether i can catch up or not pass or not....
its juz FATE!!!
"when frenz fail u the first time
u tell urself: no they dun mean it at all
when frenz fail u the secnd time
u tell urself: they seriously dun mean it
when fren fail u the third time
u tell urself: mayb they r too occupied
when fren fail u the fourth time
u tell urself: they still have u in their mind
when frenz fail u the fifth time
u tell urself: they dun care anymore!!!!"
do people think this way??
sometimes.. seriouly they are juz too callous...
they dun mean it...
like wat i heard....
"if they know u r feelin this way...
they wouldn t have done that"
i truely believe that....
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Xcountry yesterday....
tirin mans!!
went chingyans(hope its spelt this way) hse to put our bags...
went there after that to collect it....
near finished the whole kitchen of food!!!
cel was munchin happily on the peanuts...
hahaha... 4 greedy pigs!!!
they r me cindy cel n lala dears!!
went to thomson plaza to meet kaix n tav after that....
went home after they finished their food...
but me n kaix sat at the void deck talkin....
for bout an hour???
until my mum thought i was missin!!!
hahaha.... didn t know kaixs laughin was so damn horrible!! =s
but it was so nice.... juz relax.........
big thing happen in class yesterday.....
dunno if wat i have done will affect everyones mood or their attitude towards me....
but i juz cant think anymore....
it juz erupted.....
if they really care....
they will understand......
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everything is juz over....
no worries...
i m seriously takin it damn well..
so well that i m so shocked at myself!!!
i got over it in no time....
that was too fast....
but who cares!!!
as long as it doesn t bother me anymore....
i m happy!!!
so proud of myself!!!
=) =) =) =) =) =) =) =)
intoxicated* ||| 1:22:00 PM