Friday, December 19, 2003
had a really fun birthday yesterday.. had many dear frenz beside me...
met my dear criz early in the mornin for breakfast at macs... hahaha.. she s damn cute man!! came in shorts t-shirt.. (thats not the funny or cute part..) the funny part is that she came runnin to me in a damn big bag!! look like santa!! hahaha.. carryin a bag of presents for me jiamx yunx n lala... hahaha.. went macs for lunch (actually) with her n we began to talk bout the past.. hahaha.. esp the lame jokes n everything... thats super funny!! n of course our hist hw n everything.. how fast time past!! she left for a few months already!!
went to meet caroline drey joey n mel after that... went to eat sakae with them.. hahaha.. waited so long... end up onli drey n caroline eatin the most... hahaha... after that boi n xue came... we went to ktv after that (MY FAV!!!) mel was singin damn horribly!! hahaha.. so embarrassin!! boi n xue bluff me that they went toilet... den they came with a cake for me!! so touched!!! =)
went to meet yunx n lala after that.. yunx came straight down after work... went lips to eat... took lotsa photo!! so happi to see em!! really happy... thanx yunx lala carol... u all really made me soooooooooooooo happy!!
caroline brought me to meet her frenz after that.. ok lah... they were quite friendly.. but i was feelin a lil uncomfy... so left earlier...
today was a 'meet my dearest daughter day' suppose to go shoppin with her today but went to meet yunx halfway to go see bro paul.... my poor yunx was so scared... i was also a lil scared... but the result in the end was expected... i felt a lil helpless u see... dunno wat to do to help her.. onli thing i ccould do is to stand by her... yunxdear... wna let u know that i will also b here 24 hrs a day.. 7 days a wk... NVR leave u!! hear that???
gin to work tmr... chel called me last min.. workin at paragon tmr.. wonder wat its like... hope it will go well for me...
comin back tmr...
intoxicated* ||| 11:29:00 PM
Tuesday, December 16, 2003
its another good day for me again... stayed at home for the whole day... (i nvr step out out my house at all!! not even to water the plants..) really quiet moments to do some reflectin...
frankly speakin.. this yr 03 was a challengin yr for me.. nvr been thru so much in my 16 yr in life.. so much of ups n downs... ( really tough..) my yr started off really well... first 3 months in cjc was a honeymoon period for me... so much to enjoy!! esp in T20.. which was totally NOT MY CLASS!! but i was so happy there.. thanx to everyone there who gave me so much happiness... i juz felt like one of them...
months later after the first 3 months.. my challenges started to begin... almost everything in the world started to like so called 'turn against' me... my hist.. my frenz.. things started to change.. no doubt.. hahaha... but thru out these times.. i get to learn many many things... really a lot.. so many indeed...
however.. i also enjoyed myself.. enjoyed myself when troubles were at the peak..
enjoyed myself when the whole world tured against me...
enjoyed myself when everything did not seem rite...
indeed.. the yr is comin to an end.. hope my troubles too... juz wna start everything anew.. really fresh... dun wan anything to repeat itself anymore... juz wanna concentrate on my a lvls at the moment... but i really cant imagine my life next yr... half of my clique is gone.. no more laughter.. no more lameness.. no more cai fan lunch.. most importantly... my class has been reduced to a small no. of 14.. my flower power is left with onli me n jess... all gone...
i juz gonna adjust to my new life.. i dun have a choice..
intoxicated* ||| 10:50:00 PM
kinda enjoyed myself today... very meaninful day indeed... haha... went to play v ball in school at noon today with lala.. that xplain y i m so red now.. hahaha... den went town after that to eat with ying jie n chevy... talkin bout them.. ying jie became so SUPER lame!!! makin me luagh until i teared with all his lame jokes... could not help but keep laughin... den they said i was like kinda crazy... fine!! wateva!!
went to meet cindy n melvyn after that.. we went to lido to meet jiamx den went to get our tics.. was actually feelin quite sick but still went to watch after much persuadin by lala.. hahaha.... was talkin bout tatoo n piercin... got the sudden urge to have a tatoo.. i wna tatoo my chinese name yan on somewhere below my tummy... i m serious.. but i m damn afraid that i m goin to get shit from my parents after that... i respect them after all lah... goin to consider again...
yup!! talkin bout the movie!!! went to watch infernal affairs with yunx cindy lala melvyn n victor... the movie is so fuckin confusin lah!!! had to crack my rusty brains to watch it!! wat the hell!!! pay 6 bux to crack my brains... it was so expensive... but anyway... the most important thing is that I DUN UNDERSTAND IT AT ALLL!!!! i muz find out BY HOOK OR BY CROOK!! so i m goin to get the vcd of the 3 parts no matter wat... anyone who came across this n has the vcd.. pls kindly lend it to me.. if not i m goin to buy it... I NEED TO FIND OUT WAT HAPPEN!!
a lil warnin to all out there... if u wna watch it.. pls make sure u watch the first part.. if not u will end up like me!!!
anyway.. really enjoyed myself today... thanx to everyone who was with me today.. esp lala... she got up early to play v ball with me even though she was damn tired... hahaha.. thanx dear!! tirin day... gonna sleep now... nitezzzz..........
intoxicated* ||| 12:00:00 AM
