Saturday, September 27, 2003
today was damn screwed up.. wanted to stay at home n study very very hard but in the end ended up sleepin the whole day!! ( super angry with myself!!!) TIME IS RUNNING OUT!! 8 more days to promos.... can i make it??i really hope so... i juz suddenly started cryin in the canteen on fri in front of steph n yunx... really dunno wat happen to me... juz felt a little lost.. not coz of myself but coz of my frenzz.. read caitlyn blog that day n juz teared.. juz felt a little angry with myself that as a fren of hers, ican juz sit there n do nothin knowin that she is feelin so stress.. wat knida fren m i?? so i juz gave a her a BIG hug on that mornin!! haha..
was suppose to study with ver yesterday but she did not turn up in the end... was quite pissed though.. lucky yunx was with me... we ended up studyin in the end... i did a lot!! finished my mkt structure... ( so proud of myself!!) den talk to criz at nite.. felt really relief talkin to her... thanx criz... u really made me felt better... =) yup!! n that eric had to go round tellin ppl bout malc n me... its not that i dun wan ppl to know... juz that i got quite irritated when kaifeng keeps teasin me bout it.. i juz felt a little uneasy... thanx eric.!! dun think u should b so KPO next time...
as i was sayin.. today was super unproductive!!! wat a pig i m!! haizz.. all i can do now is to pia tonight... no choice.. :( caroline came to my house this mornin.. after hearin her story.. i felt quite sorry for that guy actually... but as long as carol dun hurt anyone n she is happy, i will b happy too.. :)
boi: u have been my pillar of support for the past 9 months in cj... thanx 4 everything... i would not have been so happy without ur presence.. sorry if i have hurt u in anyway by not tellin u stuffs... but i was really i a little worried that i might juz stress u out.. i promise i won t do that again coz u r a true fren of mine, n will always b...
criz: although u r not in school now..but sometimes i can feel that u r somehow beside me... dunno y.. haha. but thanx for that nite... u really made my nite better!!!
caitlyn: hey my da jie!! u better buck up n study hard k?? have confidence in yourself!! belief that u can do it!! thats wat i tell myself.. dun worry.. no matter how sad u r... juz rem that xuemei, maisie, n of course PURPLEYANZ will always b here 4 u!! feel free to call me if u r feelin stress k?? i will keep my hp on 24 hrs for u!!
steph: heyo ger... study hard... always lovin u!! i promise i wont leave u behind in 2T08!!
maisie: juz a little note for u to tell u that i will always be here for u.. study hard k?? jia you!! hope u will stay on even if u can promote... life will b quite different without u :(
yunx! i did not study today!!! haha... but its ok!! coz i will b studyin tonight!! i still have not forget my promise to u that we will promote tog!!! 1 MORE WK!! anyway.. thanx for everything... a fren in need is really a fren indeed... i wont b here studyin if not for u...
to my dear malc: thanx for stayin by my side for the past month... u really brighten up my life... juz i wanna let u know that i will promise to stay by u for as long as i can... coz i have really fallen for u...
intoxicated* ||| 11:18:00 PM
Wednesday, September 24, 2003
hey!! its been quite a long time since i last blog.. at last i can blog now!! was busy with some stuffs... haha. had the best day in my life last nite!! its our 1 month anniversary!! time past really fast man!!!
went home straight school to change n den meet malc... we went thomson plaza n guess wat??? i met maisie first.. den i met kai xin!! haha... she was laughin at me... (dunno wats so funny? y r u laughin, kaix??) anyway... we went thomson plaza n walk many many rounds inside... dunno where to go... finally decided to go Macs to eat fries!!! (haha.. my fav.. yummy!! =p) actually plan to study... but.. cannot concentrate lah.. haha... after goin macs he sent me home.. we sat at the playground for bout an hour... haha.. thats so nice... although we did not do much yesterday, but i really enjoyed evey moment of it!! =) =) =) =) =)
haha... received a pair of Me To U bear from him... its damn cute lor!! most importantly.. it has a purple cup!! actually it was nicely wrapped... BUT my dear jess went to mess it up!!! hahahahaha!! ( juz jokin dear jiamx... i really appreciate ur effort to wrapped!!..) yup... i also did something for him.. went to give him a BIG bottle of M&Ms... its not easy k.. i went to separate the colours of them n put it layer by layer... haiz.. went to write something on the bottle usin puff paint too... (its damn tough k!! he better appreciaite it!!) was smsin davson at the same time while doin it... i really really hope he can beat ying feng in this promos... if not i think its not worth studyib already!!!! hahaha... anyway i really love his present!!! that was very sweet of him.. thanx dear.... =)
i m very very tired in school today.. dunno y so sianzz... muz be the late nites for the past few days.. but my mood brighten up when i saw boi 's biscuit to yunx n me!! haha.. most importantly AGAIN.. its purple!!! hahaha... i like it a lot... (shit.. i m becomin more n more like yunx!! so piggy!! =( ) haha.. actually quite happy that boi is more cheerful now as compared to last time... haha... stay like that always k boi???
n lastly... better let that "jianz" know that my england not very good.. so dun laugh at my entries k!! dun b so jian!!! hahahahahaha.....
yup n to all my frenz: boi, yunx, lala, kaixin, jiamx, steph, maisie,jw, jianz,cindy n all my To8 frenz + my dear malc... study very very hard for this week n next k??? juz have to hang on there a bit more n we can play!! i m sure we can all go through this together!! gambatte!! =)
intoxicated* ||| 6:38:00 PM
